Down n down.......

argggghhhhh.....i didn't ask to be born like this,...uwaaaaaahhhh...almost everyday i think about this.....aduii napa la hdup sa mcm ni,knpa la sa lahir macam ni?..knpa sa tdk mcm urg lain yg sa nmpk ok ja...apa bha sb sa kana lahir mcm ni,..sa tdk tau owhhh...huhuu...sa sdh buat yg terbaik dlm hdup sa,tapi masih jg ada yg tdk baik...ntah d mana lagi sa mo kc luah suma apa yg ada d utak sa...sa tdk puas ati bha sma idup sa ni...mo share sma member pun susah,bkn segan tapi i will expect thier answer...wif God?..yeah i alwaysss tell Him abt my problemsss..but i dun have faith to do what excatly He wants me to do...arggghhhh!!!!!,,, i dun like myselffff.......i really hate myself......Huhuhuhhuuu...nda lama gila la sa ni....ehehhee..palis2 jauh2...ehehehe....but deeply in heart,i still have my God,i still want Him to be with..because He never wants to leave me alone to face my problemsss..even i have a harden heart, He will nvr give up to be with me...Thank God!!!!